Your love is strong.

as first semester is almost half way done, i think about how fast this year is going, and how fast college in general is going. this also leads me to think how fast the past year has gone. i can't even begin to wrap my arms around the fact that so much has changed, so much is different right now than it was last year at this exact time. EVERYTHING is different. and during that time last year, i remember thinking about how i wasn't sure if i could ever be at a good place again. if i could ever fully go back to the person i was, if my desires were ever going to be different, if my heart was ever going to change. i wrestled with these questions, and stood on the fence for months after. but now, i see how i am now. i cannot even believe the joy i have in knowing that He never stopped loving me through all that time. His love never ended even if mine wavered. But now, it's completely mutual. everything is completely different, my desires, my actions, my choices, my entire lifestyle. and it's not like i have to hold myself back in any way, like i felt i had to before. it's just how i am, and how i choose to be. it's an amazing feeling to actually want and have the desire to fully follow Christ, to love Him, to live to please Him. my joy is everlasting. and Your love is strong.

god gave me you

"you are beautiful. your words and choices, your face and lips, your personality and character."

you found me

"God doesn't put you with someone you need to better, God puts you with someone who can better yourself."