playing with fire

listen up

"Everything that will be, will be."

That's all. No more worries. No more nights wide awake, wondering what could of been. No more. Just live. Live in the moment. Take every fragile day we have and enjoy it. Enjoy it for what it is, not for what we wish it is.

Because everything will work itself out. And in the end, everything will be alright. More alright that we could ever imagine.

i'm tired

i'm tired of it.

i'm tired of being let down. i'm tired of being disappointed.

it's happened too many times. it's all that ever happens.

i'm tired of having expectations.

except, this time, it felt so real.

yet again, i guess it wasn't.

when is it going to change? i don't want to be hurt anymore.

i don't want people to walk in and out of my life.

i'm tired of it, i'm tired of being alone.

sometimes i just wish things never happened, because i wouldn't have to know what it's like to feel something for someone, to invest your time, your thoughts, your dreams into someone.

i'd rather not feel it, because when it's gone, this is what your left with.

and this, this is what i hate the most.

brace myself for the goodbye, cause it's all i've ever known.

please don't go