Its a cycle that never ends, like a room without doors or windows. Back and forth, back and forth. It's always so easy to fall back into it, but right now its impossible. Which is probably a good thing. I believe its finally time to let go. What is needed for me is to move on. There will always be memories of the good times and thoughts of how we used to be running around in my mind, but things will never be the same. Time has moved on, as have I. I have been blind to it, and always tried to push it to the back of my mind. I can't ignore God like I have been. If He is telling me anything right now, it's this. It's to move on. Jesus needs to take the wheel. He is leading me and guiding me to do this. I have to listen. It is time to force myself to get over the past. The past will always be there, but I can't keep dwelling on it. I have the present in front of me, and the future is more great than I could ever imagine.
It's time.
It's time to let go. No matter how hard it is.
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