Come Away With Me

With the Winter season upon us, and Christmas right around the corner, I am flooded of memories of the past few years during these times.
The cold always reminds me of three certain people.
One of them was short lived.
Sitting in our cars, simply talking for hours.
Eating Enchiladas at my dinner table.
Giving me a glimpse of what I could have in the future.
Another one brings a lot of thoughts.
It was not the right time for us.
But for a few weeks, I was the only girl in the world.
I was a Princess.
(And I'm probably gonna get crap for saying all of this, but its the truth).
The letters, the time, the secrets, the laughter.
It felt surreal.
And the last one, was the one I thought would be my forever.
Playing with the snow.
Walking to our mountaintop.
Carving our names on the bench.
This is why Winter is so delicate for me, and maybe why Summer is my favorite season. Because of my relationships during these seasons.
It brings these memories back into my head the minute I can see my breath, the minute I pull out my scarves, my peacoat, my brown Uggs, my pink blanket.
All of these things have memories of these people that were so important at one time.
They still are.
They know that.
Christmas season is the "most wonderful time of the year", but it also feels the most romantic. It's sad...
I think going back up North is going to trigger these thoughts also, because everywhere in that little town has a memory to me. Maybe that's why I like it so much. I was so excited to move back down here, but at the same time, I feel as if alot of my life, alot of my growing up, was in Auburn. Believe me, I have tons of growing up to do here. Tons. But Auburn is a part of me.

And I cannot WAIT to go back to this. 1 month, 6 days.

And, I also cannot WAIT to see her ^^^